….. (2)

Studying master in one of the best university in this country..
Every months, pretty much scholarship is transferred to my post office account..

Just need to study hard, obey the professors, and this challenge will be completed.

But.. still, there is something missing..
something that should be always..

…..

In these few years, everything seems like a dream for me..
letdown and frustation feeling
a lot of tears
and then, one by one, my prays were fulfilled
everything were changed so fast

Now, I am already in different place, different culture, far far away from my home town
Looking at my surroundings whenever I walk.. It’s completely different..
Last months, I went back to my city for holiday, and now I already come back here

I feel that my life now like in a long long dream
few dreams that were decided in a short term
…

[to be continued]

in the middle of achieving my dream, Taipei September 2011

more than words

Suddenly, inspired by something, makes me want to post this lyrics :

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It’s not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words.. is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me
Cos I’d already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn’t make things new
Just by saying I love you

[confused]

can we do mining to every data?
(me)
“The validation of clustering structures is the most difficult and frustrating part of cluster analysis.
Without a strong effort in this direction, cluster analysis will remain a black art accessible only to those true believers who have experience and
great courage.”
(Algorithms for Clustering Data, Jain and Dubes)

Happy Day

Happy day is this Saturday

Got up in the morning..
prepared “chicken & egg with rendang seasoning”..
and it was cooked successfully..
It taste very delicious, my friends also like it. so happy

keep holding on

inspired by a beatiful lyrics in Ivan Handojo song, “Pada Waktunya”. This is the modified lyrics…

We spent our life looking for
That one thing that makes it all
Worth all the tears that fall

be stronger

like in the title..
become an adult
be wiser
be stronger

suatu ketika

sedang jenuh..
dan ingin menangis..
jadi ingat lagu dan puisi di film AADC:

keluar ke hutan, kemudian menyanyiku
keluar ke pantai, kemudian teriak ku
sepi…sepi.., dan sendiri aku benci
aku ingin bingar, aku mau di pasar

bosan, aku dengan penat
dan enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

kenapa tak pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
biar mengaduh sampai gaduh

kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya
biar terdera

atau…
aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?

Baca puisi ini jadi senyum sendiri dan teringat sebuah nasehat kalau..
“Hidup itu adalah seni mengelola kejenuhan”

Life’s Project

Inspired by one of my favorite professors, Prof. James who teach Project Management course this semester.
Life is a project too.

Observasi

lihat satu
pahami satu
kejar satu
tentukan satu

 

bukan itu..